Lynn's
Experience
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Experience description:
I was laying in bed very
ill with Graves, (hyperthyroid) just about to fall asleep. Before I fell asleep,
I thought to myself that I can't live like this anymore and I didn't want to
live. Just then,
I was hovering over my body, looking at myself and the the way I was laying in
my bed. The thing that most interested me was the fact that I felt a wonderful
feeling of love, no worries, complete happiness. There was no sense of myself
as a person, just a feeling of love. It seemed
to last on a few seconds and then I was back in my body, I didn't want to go
back but something made up my mind for me to go back. I opened my eyes and
thought that was very strange thing that just happened. I have had
other things happen, like dreaming of something or someone and it happens.
Sometimes it's weeks or days before I see my dream play itself out in front of
me. Or I know things others are thinking, know the next song on the radio, feel
someone driving in my car and seeing them a few moments later. As I get
older though some of these things have decreased. What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Just went to bed. Sleepy Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
Saw myself above my body. Only felt my consciousness What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
wonderful and what the heck is going on+ Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Uncertain
Describe:
I think I was told to go back, or I have to go back now Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Describe:
When I was above my body, time was relevant Were
you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
Uncertain
Describe:
I think I was told I have to go back Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Describe:
About death, not afraid anymore... Has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices
etc.? Career choices? I
seem to be more grounded Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
They believed me and asked what happened What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Confused What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
Feeling love, going back